Search and Rescue
Posted at 11:08 PM
Life has thrown me a rediculous curve ball the other day, but Thanks to God, I caught it..... and I caught it good. And again, All the praise to Him.
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I am not going to go into details, but you can imagine, anyways I have learned that sometimes you must let the storm do its damage in order to build a stronger wall.
"what doesnt kill ya makes ya stronger"
straight up.
How awesome would it be if that was in the Bible?
"Please open to the book of Tommy, "and he said, What dont kill ya makes ya stronga!", Amen."
yea... so right now I am trying to pull an all nighter, but to keep my sanity, I am writing this blog and listening to Pandora..... if you havent checked it out, here
So yea, I need to go back to work.
Quick mention of Colin's latest blog posts, Its awesome to know that you are friends with someone that is trying to live the Christian life at the same time as you.
All I see is Colin and me growing closer as the days go by.
Is this the typical question?
Posted at 8:56 PM
"When does the physical meet with the spritual? Is this the typical question?" -Mae
Right now I have So much crap in my head, I don't know what's up or down. I know that I am doing SOMETHING wrong. I just don't known what it is.
Correction, I do know what it is, I just don't know why I am doing it.
I seem to have a problem when it comes to keeping focus on God. I tend to push Him out of the picture once everything is ok, heck sometimes I shove Him out when things are bad. I just don't understand why.
I have seen Him, heard Him, felt Him. Why am I sliding from Him? I am weak. That's the answer. Have you ever felt like crying, but you thought that it would be hypocrasy?
I thought that doing what He wants you to was difficult. That's what I can't even get to right now.
Prayer, reading, prayer and baby steps. I know that procedure. But go back and read why I'm not doing it.
But you know what sucks more? I am able to replace God with "going to church". I have found myself ignoring Him with working at church. Be it playing the guitar or editing video.
I am sick of complaining about it. I want to fix it, I want Him to fix it.
Ha, usually blogs are about the happy times in life. For those new readers that kinda see this as a cry for help, me and a few friends share our lives with each other like this.
Sorry for the long read.
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Right now I have So much crap in my head, I don't know what's up or down. I know that I am doing SOMETHING wrong. I just don't known what it is.
Correction, I do know what it is, I just don't know why I am doing it.
I seem to have a problem when it comes to keeping focus on God. I tend to push Him out of the picture once everything is ok, heck sometimes I shove Him out when things are bad. I just don't understand why.
I have seen Him, heard Him, felt Him. Why am I sliding from Him? I am weak. That's the answer. Have you ever felt like crying, but you thought that it would be hypocrasy?
I thought that doing what He wants you to was difficult. That's what I can't even get to right now.
Prayer, reading, prayer and baby steps. I know that procedure. But go back and read why I'm not doing it.
But you know what sucks more? I am able to replace God with "going to church". I have found myself ignoring Him with working at church. Be it playing the guitar or editing video.
I am sick of complaining about it. I want to fix it, I want Him to fix it.
Ha, usually blogs are about the happy times in life. For those new readers that kinda see this as a cry for help, me and a few friends share our lives with each other like this.
Sorry for the long read.
Starving
Posted at 10:43 PM
In both Physical, and spiritual.
Physically, I havent eaten.... and im hungry....
spritually, I have been neglecting our Father... and I am now eating.
in other news.... I got a Twitter account... so .... im a Twatter?
lol thats vulger, according to Wikipedia.... anyways..... im out...... Bed time... more details tomorrow.
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Physically, I havent eaten.... and im hungry....
spritually, I have been neglecting our Father... and I am now eating.
in other news.... I got a Twitter account... so .... im a Twatter?
lol thats vulger, according to Wikipedia.... anyways..... im out...... Bed time... more details tomorrow.
Rethinking
Posted at 10:58 PM
So in tradition of breaking my own goals, I am posting this BEFORE my devotional, but hey.... ima get it done :)
All day I have been inventorying my/our DVD collection for my Dad, and so far... I got 100 DVD's on the system (AKA a google docs Spreadsheet).
I woke up today (late) and began to rethink this whole Micro-blogging thing. I know that I told Amp that I was psyched for it and that it wasn't narcissism..... but thinking about it... if you really dont have anyone that really gives a crap what you do..... its a waste of time. (The Fantastic) Ian showed me a youtube video on what Twitter really is, and this is coming from Heredes.com .
So after I saw that awesome piece of animation... I started rethinking (thus the title of this blog). I have concluded that Twitter (at this point in time) is useless for me, and I am good with Facebook acting as a little micro-blogger in a networking site. Unless I get crazy famous and go to Hollywood and win an Oscar by next week... I wont be getting an account soon.
plus... I dont want to make the fail whale angry.
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All day I have been inventorying my/our DVD collection for my Dad, and so far... I got 100 DVD's on the system (AKA a google docs Spreadsheet).
I woke up today (late) and began to rethink this whole Micro-blogging thing. I know that I told Amp that I was psyched for it and that it wasn't narcissism..... but thinking about it... if you really dont have anyone that really gives a crap what you do..... its a waste of time. (The Fantastic) Ian showed me a youtube video on what Twitter really is, and this is coming from Heredes.com .
So after I saw that awesome piece of animation... I started rethinking (thus the title of this blog). I have concluded that Twitter (at this point in time) is useless for me, and I am good with Facebook acting as a little micro-blogger in a networking site. Unless I get crazy famous and go to Hollywood and win an Oscar by next week... I wont be getting an account soon.
plus... I dont want to make the fail whale angry.
House cleaning / looking back
Posted at 10:11 PM
I remember that the original purpose for this blog was a devotional/chill place for Andres, Isaac, and myself.... well I gradually became my life blog... sorry guys. Anyways, I have decided that I will blog Nightly... or at least try to.
Right after I finish my devotional by myself, I will end my day with a blog post.... it seems like a good way to round things up. This all ties in with the reporter Andrew Ba Tran of the Sun Sentinal and Watch this now. He interviewed me and a couple of my friends about the future of connectivity with networking. After talking about it, I got excited about being connected to people.
The only Con right now is the fact that I dont have a "Net" capable phone...... Everyone and their moms have an iPhone or G1 at FRC. But for now, blogging will do, so will Facebook. It goes with out saying that I will be getting a Twitter account as soon as I have the connectivity (Join the bandwagon).
In other news, I called Miami-Dade college, and almost got lost in translation. I forgot how Hispanic Miami is :P. Everytime I said, "Hi, I am a prospective student, and I have a question about your film program. :) " I was faced with a "huh?" or "que?". lol good times.
I will keep you guys updated on everything
Untill next time, read Proverbs 2. -- Wisdom
-Josue
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Right after I finish my devotional by myself, I will end my day with a blog post.... it seems like a good way to round things up. This all ties in with the reporter Andrew Ba Tran of the Sun Sentinal and Watch this now. He interviewed me and a couple of my friends about the future of connectivity with networking. After talking about it, I got excited about being connected to people.
The only Con right now is the fact that I dont have a "Net" capable phone...... Everyone and their moms have an iPhone or G1 at FRC. But for now, blogging will do, so will Facebook. It goes with out saying that I will be getting a Twitter account as soon as I have the connectivity (Join the bandwagon).
In other news, I called Miami-Dade college, and almost got lost in translation. I forgot how Hispanic Miami is :P. Everytime I said, "Hi, I am a prospective student, and I have a question about your film program. :) " I was faced with a "huh?" or "que?". lol good times.
I will keep you guys updated on everything
Untill next time, read Proverbs 2. -- Wisdom
-Josue
Posted at 9:59 AM
This was my expression after this week.
I have experienced my first Easter rush at FRC. It was amazing, awesome, exciting.... I dont know what words can explain it. IT WAS GOOD.
Little by little I am growing into my new life...... Its a lil bit scary... but Im enjoying every minute of it. Maybe you know already, but I am rethinking my college choices, still need alot of meditation and prayer left... but im getting there.
you always hear about the calm before the storm.... I need to reinforce my walls..
ANYWAYS, lets start making some sense here :\.... eh, I never make any sense.... so untill later...
[will edit later]
I have experienced my first Easter rush at FRC. It was amazing, awesome, exciting.... I dont know what words can explain it. IT WAS GOOD.
Little by little I am growing into my new life...... Its a lil bit scary... but Im enjoying every minute of it. Maybe you know already, but I am rethinking my college choices, still need alot of meditation and prayer left... but im getting there.
you always hear about the calm before the storm.... I need to reinforce my walls..
ANYWAYS, lets start making some sense here :\.... eh, I never make any sense.... so untill later...
[will edit later]