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Labels: Full Sail, Gov, Josue, Life, Yes

I find meditation to be...... Amazing. I love just tuning out the rest of the world and just....... stand there.

It's like taking a breather. Like hitting the pause button. Like being susppended in air.

Usually when I speak about meditation it involves God. But this time I just stood there.

LOL now that I think about it, I can't not think about God. So In a way, I was meditating with the big guy. I still am........

When your brain overloads, you just need somewhere to dump the excess..... Thin air is the best place. Well aside from just talking to someone.

I think that if I do this everyday, I will be able to handle all that life throws at me much easier. That and praying.

So now I lay in my futton with an Ice pack on my knee just.... Chilling ( no pun intended ).


Oh and for Colin's sake

-Josue

On Sunday Josue and I were talking about our problems with keeping our self in check with god and we found out that were being lazy. Lazy when it comes to staying in contact with God.

For instant we know we got to read the bible everyday at least 1 chapter a night. But we let others things stop us from reading it, time pass by and you realize that you haven't been reading for about 4 month and there something wrong with you, and you tell yourself to read but you say "I'll read it later or tomorrow" and you do the exact same thing the next day.

What going on? No!! I'm still in control I'll read tonight. But nothing happens.

So Josue and I came to a conclusion which is we as humans like to be in control but we should surrender our lives to God but we don't, and stop saying your in control because your not, don't let it reach a breaking point in your life.

So in order to fix this problem we have to take baby steps
1) Prayer
2)Bible
3)Get Involve

If you can't pray on a daily basic then start there. Pray until you got that down where it's to a point you pray everyday then you can move on to reading the bible everyday and last you like getting involve.

That my friend is the basic principles for a christian if you have that down then your relationship with christ will grow and change the world you live in.

Sounds easy but it's not you try and tell me how it goes.

So today I visited "La Primera" and I had an awesome conversation with Isaac. We talked about everything, but the one topic we both seemed to have on our minds was the age barrier when it came to being attracted to girls.

Now, me and Isaac are very compatible, and we both noticed that we tend to go for the older women ( notice how I say women, we are 18 after all )

Anyways, I established that I tend to look to the 19 - 22 age group. Isaac looks at 18 - 20.

In my case, I was fine with my age range, that is untill my good friend Elizo told me that me dating a 22 year old would be a little wierd mainly because it would be like I was dating her.....

That is kinda creepy.

So what do you guys think?

I will post my new age range after I see zone answers.

-Josue

// Here is an insight in my mind the past weekend.


-sigh- so I am in a huge need for an update, so I guess today is the best time to do so.

I am heading out to puerto rico for a wedding, and yet again I confirm that I hate traveling with my imediate family.

Right then, right now I an in my car, typing this on my iPod ( LOL @ how it capatilizes iPod ) and we are on the way to the port of air.

You guys want to know what's on my mind? I'm thinking about why I am not reading the bible as much as I should, and how I could fix that. I got an app that's a devotional and a bible at the same time, let's see If I use it.

Side note: it's hilarious to see some one not put to practice what they learn.......but sad at the same time.

Surrender ..... Would it get me away from all this ? Have I surrendered?

Brb

I fear my batts are gonna run out..... Bbl

I know that I am not in the right place with God, I really don't know what to do any more.......


So the wedding was cool, it had an open bar and we had family there so, I enjoyed it.

Now we are going to eat breakfast before leaving back to miami.


I lost data..... I got to calm down

Dare you to move...... The song has a point, it's on me. But it's so hard. "I dare you to move like today never happened"

Jesus gave us a clean slate, should we start each day over anew?

I know I have messed up, and I long to make up for it.....I guess I am going to try.

To end, I love these trips, I always learn something about myself. Well, not learn but grow..... In a way.

//End